i sound like me dear ahahahh.
Anws i changed my picturee!! I like. :DDDDD I drew all those things okaaayyy.

Ranting,
the demoralised/demoralized. Im home and online,havent been online for like since ever?
I just had my share of noodles plus im snacking on bread and drinking cold tea! The moons real pretty tonight orangey red but the clouds seem to be blocking its magnificence. I wonder where is it now?
Ive finally decided that im not going on a diet,i guess im suppose to be growing and being skinny doesnt really make me a strong and healthy kid. (thats so teacher wierd like) Imagine if you were as frail as a twig and even catching a ball or enjoying a breeze would be entirely difficult haha.

Alright alright,i had my first two papers today,english and comp. comp was reall easy but english when it came to the journal entry compo summary,the compo had insufficient ponits and we were like trying to elaborate with all the grey matter thats left in and with us. But overall it was okay,we headed up to the library for a while and after printing the 2000....something paper we had to leave.

Natt and reuben didnt want to take the bus that went a round cause ramily was working and neeeeded to spend heaps of time with his darling dearest :) yea.
The five of us,fiq,hasnooool,zai,azizi and me took the *one round bus. When i was hurrying off the bus,my brother boarded it lol and there was another bus infront of us,there was natt and reuben! He made number sixes with both hands to substitute them as horns and placed them on natts head. (Honestly,she looked like some devil,even fiq agreees!! haha)
So i tooook a cab home,while fiq went of to meet her cousin. Call me dirty if you wananananna but the moment i got home,i grabbed the can of pringles and hurried to hog the comp. You cant blame me as im, serverely deprived from it somehow.
Later,i went to bebs house and im finallllly home! I slept for threee hours ahahah,thats probably the effect of insomia? Uh-uh Im confusing myself.

And ohhh,i know that the players arent working right? Its probably some error on radio blog,i'll go check it out alright.

Im snacking on pringles and slurping on bubble tea,im tired,stressed and so incapable.
The end of years start tomorrow and im hurting and torturing my poor brain trying to remember the important notes urgh.
School was filled with blocks of revision. Im not exactly ready for math,but science im still managing lol.
I wonder why attention seekers are such vulnerable slaves to themselves. I mean if your pretty than like attentions naturally directed or driven there,in your hallway.

Heres the scenerio,
Miss ho was trying her best to coach the "lost ones" and there she is poking and pulling at that poor boy. He was struggling and looked as though he was gasping for air aahhahahah. Their attention caught my eye and i turned looking at them disgruntledly rofl. "HELP" wrote itself permernantly across his face and all i did was shake my head before turning away.
Like, screamings enough dont you think?
Im tyring to catch a little shut eye and you yell at the top of your lungs trying to make me deaf.
Im not sure if typicals are meant to behave like that but cant you seeeeee? (people with their heads down) trying to SLLLLLEEEEEEEEEEEP.
Rararararararararara i just wished they'd understand. Ohwelllllls, i gotta go get my revision doneee.


OKKKKKKK toodleees now.

IM home and ready to blog about absolutely nothing,so please ease a little.
LAY YOUR HEAD BACK AND GET RID OF YOUR SEETHING MOOOOOOOOOOD.
Waahahahahahahah, im in a pretty chirpy cheerful mood today SO SMILE SMILE SMILE lolllll. I've been reading the diary of Anne frank and man,her english's like SUUUUUPERB. I really do admire her heaps actually. For a kid at the age of thirteen she sure writes well.
Im not really done with the book yet so ehm,if i do make mistakes,sooooorry.
Shujun,thanks for returning me my uniform? Ya lol okay.
Im chewing on apples and pear for additional nutrients ahahah.
Ive realised that i shouldnt take things for granted,or should i say..take things too lighty. Welll they almost mean the same,but hey! What im trying to say is,love it when you have it,not when its gone. -____-" lolllllllllllllollll.
My butts aching to the bore. ARHHHHHHHHHHHHH,
Anws,im off to probably do a lil mugging now,im way behind time and hungrrrrrrrrrry,i think..?
Soooo tooodles!
LOOOOOOOOOOVE;
DDL. :DDD

Shouldnt i only be updaing after exams? Hahaah thats what every says,okokOK.
Im counting down to the end of years.
The first paper starts on, this coming friday and im not prepared.
Its always so stressful when it comes to exams,especially end of years. Anymore stress and im gonna explode.
I'll yank anybodys hair out just to relieve stress. I so willlll. Its like,everytime i think of exams,my mind starts to swirl and furthermore,i start to chew on my nails. uh-uh Hey,its an expression okay,i dont really do it? lolll.

I just thought about it and..
The men dont get it. is reallly one heck of a good phrase. (GENERALLY)
Sickening brother,oh why do you have to irritate the crap out of me? Dont you have like your wife to attend to? F***cking comp hogger.
HAIYA ahouhvuofgourhehb.

Im in bummer mode.
So far,ive been home the whole day tyring to figure out what i wananana do in life,sounds big and responsible? but im not getting anywhere :(
Relying on men all the time? bleah, i dont think so. OR, maybe so (if youre a taitai).

I guess,the future really is important and it honestly lies at the the tip of our fingers.
Heres a tippppp, "dont study hard,STUDY SMART" ahahah.
Uncle mark or something told me that once.


Anws i found this picture over the net, its called "deer".
I reallly like this.
:DDD

"Gulp" Okay im back to blog again.
Im listening to slow down ahah.
Anws about yesterdays post,i just wanananana say that i sincerely mean it a thousand percent. I hope you read this and that. If your seeking attention than hey, its not really working. I dont know why you got mad at angel and i know that its really none of my business but..you ought to get shot someday. What did she do to you? I wonderrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. She's tolerated enough of your shit and plese,cut your act. Its getting lame.
I dont really wish to bitch so much about you,but you made me do it.
Blame me if you wanna,cause i know im just attending to my rights.

Ohwells.. im at beb's house now :D
We just got the comp fixed up again and he's loading wow into the comp, TYPICAL SEANKHUA. Im hogging it now while he's watching "my name is earl" haha. I had long john's for dinner,it was yummyliciously AWSOME. Like clam chowder plus the potato chips thing? Though the cheese kinda tasted like mustard lolll. But still good and yes,it made me bloat massively.
TEEHEE, And to that peson who added me on myspace, I know you won't be able to read my blog but youre not in my friend list :( ahaahahah,cause there was an unexpected error? YA. Anyways,
Im chewing on candy cause im just having those sweet tooth cravings rofl.
Nothing particular happened much today and chris,im not mad at you yep.


So now,
Im gonna be nice and point out to you that everybody was okay with you till you got on their nerves,so dont blame others and create fake promises.
YES ohhhhhhhh YESSSSSS.
Be thankful hmmm.




SHIT! wheres all my candy?

















hot hot polar! ^^ beb found it on natgeo. lol




STOP PRETENDING'

HAHAHA

DAD: hello darling,ehm.. i just wanna ask you,how do you insert lead into a mechanical pencil? I cant seem to do it.
ME: Oh hey daddy, try taking out the eraaaaa.......
DAD: I've trieeeed that already!! -_- i cant seem to do that cause the eraser's too short.
ME: ooooooooohhhh uhk, than try inserting the lead from the front of the pencil?
DAD: You suree it'll work? Alright, im gonna try it now. BYE
ME: BYEE DADDDDY.
AHAHAHAHAHAAH
To think that daddy didnt know how to insert a lead? ahahahah hilariously cute. He sounded really tired though, pooor daddy. And ohh! DADDY TAKECARE OF YOURSELF. :DDDDDD
Anws, sweeet! Takecare of yourself too yea? Go try and puke if you feel nauseous ahha. :D
And when is miss heng ningngngngngn gonna call me? I wonder.

im reallly tired right now,
I dont know how much longer i can take.
And you,your a bitch that bitches about bitches bitching on paper.
Screw itt, get a life,willl you?
I DONT LIKE YOU,CAUSE YOURE JEALOUS.
NO CHOICE? I WOULDNT "WANT" A CHOICE ON WHETHER TO GET RID OF YOU OR NOT,ITS MORE OF A NEEED.

If you wanna be mean,ahah youre gonna get it,"miss walking dead".
Isnt it obivous that you were getting on my nerves? Buying me chocolates and sweets almost everyday and presents to add on with,im not your goddaaaamn lesbian partner alright? Thats why i stayed away from you. Cant believe i didnt believe those who told me you were irritating.
Facts a fact,what can i say?
GET REAL.
Don't put on your party mask infront of me and start being nice,cause your defination of nice freaks the daylights out of me.
If you hate me,just say soooo. BE gald that im NOT screaming your name over a lighthouse mic.
Youre not cute nor spastic nor nor nor nor retarded, so STOP trying to be.

This is not a threat hmmmm,
You ought'a be thanking me for trying to tell you. Otherwise,you'd still be living in the dark.

ahahahah i havent had the time to blog for days!
IM sorry for not blogging lollll.
I JUST WANANANANANNAA SAY THAT
i hate you heappppps. Goddammmmit i really do.
Die shitface, DIE .

I'm going insane just gossiping about people llolllllll hahahah. Today was realllly gossipy? lolllllll. Well,I just got home from bebs place cos their going out for dinner and i didnt wanna join them. Im waiting for my dinnner,mee sua?!! Okayokay. Hmmmm i was almost late for school because i missed the buss. My brother and i sat at the busstop waiting darn anxiously for the next bus cos mannn,do they have awkard schedules. Im listening to the band Alesana,their pretty good actually. They kinda sound like the used, mmmmm lots of bands do lol,though theres more screaming its still nice. I think the guitars reallllllllllly good ya. And theres this band called YourNameInvain and the "screaming" guy sounds like the fellllar from cradle of flith hahahahahh its pretty cute :D,the lyrics are nice! Go check that band outtt.
Ohoh as i was saying,i was late but wasnt late for school? The councilors played wierd songs over the pa system,no offence,but the music sucked* im serious. Many people thought so toooo. There wasnt assembly cos it was drizzling quite a bit when i took a glance outside the window,so ya we stayed in class and waited for ms drive van to come. YEAH my noodles are here,im gobbling them down as i type,kinda afraid i'll get soup on lappy,havent had anyth today except green tea? lolllll. As i was saying,Sinda came back to school and seirously i was f*tired during his lesson and i still stayed awake just to understand some bearing thing. Im some sort okay w it now,at least i think so. I could barely stay awake and i didnt really feel myself absorbing. I guess i really do need to catch up on my sleep. Science was prettttty alright cos we had to heat three substances,urm if im not wrong,copper carbonate,ammonium chloride and something crystals,i forgot. Hmmm was kinda nice noticing the changes loll. After science was recesss i only drank green tea cos nats forgot my two sticks of grapesss!!! Hahahah nevermind yea. English was typical ahhhhh. Form filling? Ya.
Sooo after school, somebody plugged in his zen and several of us watched slither. I think its lame and not gore enough. The "disgusting" parts take up less than a quarter of the movie. I was like why is everybody screaming? Wierd. person getting cut into half isnt disgusting. lolllllll Overall the show was so-so.
Beb called me and told me to walk over to the nyp busstop cause he was almost there? hahahah went to his house and his daddy was like having oranges? Darn cute. I tooook a nap and talked to beb before getting up and having his parents send me back ha.
WELL THATS ABOUT TODAY.
I wnanananananananan eat my noodles lolollllll.
Im KJABHKJBVJSB hungry.

HAHAAHEHEHEHEHHUHUHUH

hot hot heat! lollllllllll.
i was jus like browsing through pictures on the net and thiss isisisisis my favourite! Hahahahaah.

imitaionsssssssss.

Ohh boo!
hahahah im in a pretty chirpy mood today. Guess yesterdays rage is kinda gone? lolllll ya. Its raining pretty heavily now,just got home actually. I watched mom consume a whole bowl of spicy hot laksa!! MHM.
Well school was pretty alright. Assembly,lessssons.... mr lim didnt comeeee!!! haha the whole class felt as tohugh it was some kinda god like mracle haha. Had dnt after that then mother tongue. Turns out ive got to take oral and im afraid of the passage reading,to hell w that. Evil evil strokes that make out words which i simply dont understandddd? I need a tutor. Bummmer* Im listening to from first to last-Secrets dont make friends hmmmm. Ok, lessons resumed after recess and mr tan (trainee) our cpa teacher really blew his top. He went like shouting angrily into the mic expecting and hoping that Us would shutup but hey,to no avial lol. I think his hair looks reallll wierd though. Aaaa anybody who walk pasts him in school to like observe his hair just for a sec or two. He's got a darn straight side parting plus hes parting is like bladd?!! And his hair is kinda poofy at the sides yep. I think he shaves that line mhmhmhmhmhmm. Next period was english, we had to write a compostion about trusting your kids when it comes to schoolwork. Dont set too high goals or expections cos they start to panic or something like that i think*. Meanwhile, i was talking to natt and fiq when i felt some gushing out of my nose,so i placed my palm under my nose,and i guessed right. A cute lil puddle haha. I kept playing with the blood that landed on my palm. Was extremely watery hahaahhh. Fiq was like ultra disgusted???? She kept turning away from me nahahaha. Hey it happpens okay. Especially when the weather isnt exactly right? I dont know. Continuing..
A few minutes later,i went to wash out after deliberatly stuffing tissue into my nose HAHA natt's kept laughing at me even though it was her idea. You pau. lollllll
After school,fiq went to dil and the rest of us had lunch opposite school. I had what i thought was my favourite,hand made noodles. It was like 3 quarters down the bowl when i realised that there were and had always been bugs in the soup!! To the people who consume those noodles, their yummy,oh yes. BUT im telling you,if you think the black black thingys in your bowl are the skin of those ikan bilis like nooooo nooo!! its bugs!!! They've got legggggggs, and loads of 'em i swear. Freaky shit lolll. Bugs spiders and ants??? Avisdhvudihvuofheufheujp dammmit.
Even natt too found plenty of bugs. We hurried and lft the coffeeshop. We were standing outside seven eleven when we saw two magggots!!!!! Real fat ands creamy white yellowish. Was pretty strange. lolllllll So, brave Hasnul and another guy stepped on it and SQEASHSHSHHS!! loadsa white creamy stuff squarted around everywhere. yeah. It looked like cheese. after walking away from the scene,We kept coming up w theories about moisture and everything whcih explained the maggots presence but we had to run for the 265 bus haah. We kept talking about maggots on the bus and i kinda realised a milllllion disgruntled faces staring at us. I just continued talking and kinda didnt give a shit about the others? Selfish huhuhuh. Maybe so.
ANYWAY today was pretty fun hanging out w the others and having shit lunch plus a sight of maggots? BUG day mann.
Alright im gonna go looking for skins or something just to occupy myself.
Tooodles.

AJVjhafphvpshvpoibh F*CK.

ok now im seriously gonnna get maybe a lil vulgar lolll.
put somethingo n the live then blahblablah new friend?
And dont disappoint me? Looks whose talking. Dont tell me that our firendship was like a fovermore and important. YAWN. Im glad you got a replacement anw, wellll lets see whether hes nice. I hope so. I give up trying to help the shit outta you. Fucking goddammmmit.


Day was fun,met up w fiq and natt in class while i tried to do my absentee homework hhaahahah. Then....w had dnt. I keep forgetting to bring my paper for the quiz clipboard thingy ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Told you i was like darn forgetful. Anws i was picked for some lame moe test survey thing? It sucked reallll bad. you couldnt have imagined. Two hours and a half for a survey? Youreee a gooooooooooon. I HAD TO DO THE MATH PAPER AND I WAS STRUGGLING LIKE CRAP. Plus we had to take an iq test, typical ROFL.
so this and that, the day wasnt much of anyth i'd like ot rant about.
Anws i gottta go,shows startingg....
TOODLES.

Im reallllly tired.

Oh hey i know i havent been blogging much. Dammmit i feel awful errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. Im at home just stoning and i feel awsomely weak. I knew it was somehow coming. Ulcers plus an irritating sore throat, whats the most expected outcome? FEVER.
The past few days are pretty much okay. The holidays were a total bore as usual. Its like i live so far away from civilisation and it'll take me years to walk out. yaaaaaaaaaa. Anws its really noisy here. I can hear three hooligans screaming downstairs at the pooooooool grr i wanna tape their mouths. I thought ocndos were suppose to be peaceful and quiet? So much for relaxation.
I cant think of anyth to rant about?
Welll i just wanna say that i am your friend somehow, though im still puzzled about why you had to go around telling other people? Its not like our relationship was getting serious. FRIENDS okay. Not lovers. And you apologise and expect me to just forget about it in just like a sec? Commmme'on be serious, if you really wanna be my friend youre suppose to trust meeeee? Sounds familiar? yawn. I can be there for you but i have my reasons too. Afraid i'll preach? Who the hell wants to do that? Do i even talk to him? Gimmmme a break.
argh.

AND MS HO. I DIDNT SKIP SCHHHOOOOL.

???

oh im surprise. I really am hahahah.
im sorry for not blogging.Good old brother mr bother unplugged the lappy from my room and placed it in his room permernantly. He' guarding it with all he's got just to keep me away from it. He plays maple then dota and he does it all over again. Somehow i hope that the lappy will just crash and he'll be bored to death. At least i occupy myself by taking my dogs for evening walks? :/ Hhahahahah! I love them OKAY!!!
Anws i'll blog soon alright?!! SEAN i want that curypuuuffffff LORR!!!

Im just so tired.

think of one for me.

I swam todayyyyyyy! WOOOHOOOOO like yes. :D Fiq natt reuben sean came over lollll. It was darn fun plus me gettttting the phobia of water haha. Though i did enjoy msyelf. Reubens realllly quiet but hes reallllllll nice ot natts. We're just happpy that shes found somebody i guess. Anws we swam for about an hour and came up all wet or drenched from top to toe staring at my apartment door with disgruntled faces H"AHA. Hmmmmmm im listening to jesse macartney-because you live now? LOL okkkkkkkk. I was influenced cos yesterday was teachers day and the whole schoool was made to sing it!? Alright maybe not the whole school just the graduating classes but hey! ITs nice. Preety sweet and touching. Nows its the veronicas, hothot hot TWINS.
Yayy hee. Soooo we were hungry from all that tiring swimming and decided to ordered mac for dinner and now the worlds gone.
I want imitated crab sticks recheellllllll-/////fried please.
I wannnnnnnnnnnnnnna feel better.
YAWN.